Songs I listen to when I'm down.

Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets for too long now
I've got nothin' that's true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets for too long now
I've got nothin' that's true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

[x]I fuckin' swear that I care but it's hard when you stare[x]
Into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare
Oh, my desolate soul in my desolate home
It's my desolate role, yeah I'm here all alone

[x]I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed[x]
Curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak
[x]Tolerance at its peak, another fit just to sleep[x]

Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love
Hoes you see, hoes you see I'm just in a rut
And I swear I'm tryin' baby, please baby don't leave
[x]Goddamn I'm a fuck up but I guess that's just me[x]

So I sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed
[x]Thinkin? about all the shit that made me wrong in my head[x]
I keep tryin' to climb but it seems so steep
Pour myself a fuckin' whisky and go back to sleep bitch

Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets for too long now
I've got nothin' that's true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets for too long now
I've got nothin' that's true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

I watch my momma cry, she says baby why?
I say baby died, baby's gone like a suicide
I don't think you'll see him soon, mom stay out my room mom
Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you mom

I sing this shit for you Danny, Sasha and Jordan
These beers keep getting warmer every time that I hold em'
I pour this out for you like a partner in crime
It's part of the times when you're sick in the mind

[x]Yeah, I'm sick oh so sick, I'm so sick of this shit[x]
Yeah, I'm lit oh so lit, I'm so fucked up off it
[x]So I stumble around til I stumble, fall down[x]
To this puddle of my tears layin' here on the ground

When you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose
[x]With my last left single breath I'll still be singing to you[x]
So when you bury me man, you better bury me deep
And sing along to this song 'cause you're broken like me

Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets for too long, now
I've got nothin' that's true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets for too long now
I've got nothin' that's true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from
And I know it's been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along

And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from
And I know it's been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along

Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets for too long now
I've got nothin' that's true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

Cause I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin' these streets for too long now
I've got nothin' that's true but this song now
But the further I go I wanna go home

Please watch the above video and refer to the lyrics. 

Some of the lyrics with the "[x]", It represents I how feel when I'm done.

Thank you HU.