Training wasn't tough at all. Kuan Tat fuckin' died.

I feel like a bad person. I ALWAYS ALWAYS stand so helpless. I only can watch you suffer and that's what I do not want. You being happy and cheerful is always and forever will be my first priority. And I'll never doubt that. It breaks my heart to see you sad and angry where I can only tell you to "cheer up" "Chill" "Relax".

I feel like,"Hey MJ, is that the best you could do?"

It's only 3 more days. I want you to be happy for the next 3 days, and forever. 


I love you. Always will.