Heard you cried today. I'm sorry. I "ignored" you because I thought you were angry at me the whole time after physics. So I thought I let you chill for a while. Don't misunderstand. I am not angry at you.

If you think I don't care, I always did. You meant everything to me. I miss you now. I just grew stronger, harder and less sensitive. Which I am happy about. Ignoring you wasn't a part of the changes. I'm sorry.

Based on all the fights we had, It's all about me being over sensitive. I overcame that. I'm not THAT sensitive anymore. I still care. A lot. Trust me.

Look, I didn't mean to ignore you. I thought you were really angry at me, so I didn't talk to you because I thought you would get even more pissed. I know that you're angry at me. I'd blame myself for that as well. A thousand sorries would not do it. Sorry for breaking promises again and again.

I remembered one time I told myself, "Your happiness is my first priority." I failed that, I'm sorry. I'm for the tears. This is all my fault. Reply me soon, Tupas.

Hurt once and hurt no more.

Emotional based song. 

What I vowed I must fulfill. There's no point.

Happy 2nd Monthsary, Tupas! Love you!

Latest photo of us both :)

HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY KRISTINE. <3 <3 

Did you remember today?

8-6-11. This is where we lived life together. When you're sad, I'll be there. When I'm sad, You're there. 

When you're happy, I'm happy. I know you do not like me to be mushy, but, only for today (: 

We quarreled sometimes. But I think that is what make us come back stronger, yeah? (:

You know me, I'm awfully quiet, shy around people. Sorry (: I'm not talkative. But around you, I tried being talkative and stuff. Tried. Haha. I'm awkward that's why (: I hate that I'm not funny. But I tried to be and I fail miserably! HAHA. My cold jokes power right! (: 

Just to tell you that I appreciate whatever you've done for me. You changed me! (: 

Well, I love you, Kristine Tupas Querubin. I really do. Everyday I'm looking forward to see you during school hours. Cause seeing your smily face is what make me smily (: That sense of expectancy to look forward to another day. (: 

Not loving you is harder than you know.

Looking forward for the future! Hope what I still see, it's you! I love you! 

A simple analogy. Live well.

Life is like a blister. Blisters form when the skin is damaged by friction. After a while, it heals and sometimes turns "hard". When it does, the "hardened" scar acts like a shield. A shield from pain. It's like life. I guess.


After you get hurt the first time, you got to deal with the pain and wait for everything to heal. After the bullshit ends, your "hardened scar" aka your mind, becomes strong. Nothing seems to hurt anymore.


Everyone in life should face this "blister process". Well, I don't know if it is good or bad. This is just a simple analogy I came up.